Howdy from a TBI survivor

[moonrunner]

Hi folks, I decided to go ahead and introduce myself instead of just lurking. I am a TBI survivor, which means Traumatic Brain Injury. Because of that I have problems dealing with people, so if I say something that offends you, please forgive me. It's called disinhibition, witch means I say things I shouldn't. As a result, I have spent most of my life trying to keep from saying stuff that pisses people off. Most people think I am a bit stuck up because I am so withdrawn.

I have been fascinated with Futanari since I first heard of them. Being alone most of my life led me to a very active imagination and as I explored sex, I was fascinated with bondage, and crossdressing. I have spent a great deal of time fantasizing about how my life would be different had I been born a girl. I remember fantasies of being transformed by something into a girl. I have never really considered crossdressing myself as I am not in any way feminine in appearance, but I do dream of a day when technology could make changing your gender and appearance as easy as walking into a Doctors office, getting a shot and waking up a new you. (Steel Beach by John Varley is a favorite book of mine).

I am a geek, no doubt about it. I love machines, and computers. I understand them better than people. They follow rules I can understand. Unfortunately I finally found my true calling after I also discovered I will never be able to make it in a real job. So I just sit around with my girlfriend and play on the computer.

I hope to get to know you folks as I hang around.
Thanks again,
MoonRunner