Welcome to FP. Save the spoilers, you're amongst friends here. If you can't be open on FP~ I don't think you could be open anywhere else honestly. This is the kind of forum that can have multiple page discussions on precum and circumcision. I think you're going to be okay with talking about your desire to give head~ <3
As far as the whole xenophobia Japan has with the world, like all racism~ time is what will be needed for healing. The world loves Japan, one day~ maybe they will become aware of this. People care for the other, but some confuse pride for love. Sometimes excluding others is a way of retaining that pride, that love for oneself. To sustain it, and keep it alive. Families do this all the time. Excluding others, in a non-aggressive manners in order to continue rituals and preserve things that keep their identity together. Japan has faced many things that threaten their social structure.
The outside world has taken their world and turned it inside out more than once, it's hard to fault them for being afraid of it happening again. I am hispanic, and many of the older generation of the people I grew up with face a threat of the loss of their language. Their children no longer speak Spanish and refuse to learn about their history. Their past may be forgotten and they irrationally resist the influence of the western world, going so far as to disrespect it in passive ways.
Then again, I don't really know the history or the future of Japan. I just would like to think I understand people, and though I don't support the attitudes some may have against foreigners, I can say that I understand how it may feel and I await the time I won't need to.
Great name by the way. <3
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