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#31
7th April 2008, 19:36

........well mebbe they sound common but being used and ridiculed by people you believed to be your friends is still painful.......especially when I actually trusted them and my family well i've never been able to look at them the same way after learning of their betrayal........who I am as person compared to who I was has completly changed and it's all because of these event's and more that I don't even want to start to get into just yet...........

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7th April 2008, 19:41

I understand, take your time to recover. Don't take too long however, you will find it harder to pull yourself up from the swirling vortex that is lonliness and depression.

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7th April 2008, 19:45

...........i've recovered mostly it's just that I can never quite view my family and former friends in quite the same way.........oh well i'm happy the way I am and if people are unable to understand it oh well........they don't really have to understand me or care about me for me to be happy.........

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7th April 2008, 19:45
zebeianhero Wrote:........well mebbe they sound common but being used and ridiculed by people you believed to be your friends is still painful.......especially when I actually trusted them and my family well i've never been able to look at them the same way after learning of their betrayal........who I am as person compared to who I was has completly changed and it's all because of these event's and more that I don't even want to start to get into just yet...........

Well not common but all the same not all that Uncommon. I know what you are saying, and have actually been there and done that, gone through a lot of it for the last 30 years......
I have found a very slim ground that allows me to balance between "Getting Even" and just outright Revenge......If I think long and hard about things, I find very comfortable areas that I can use...

People will tell you that Hurting someone that has hurt you in the past does no good and accomplishes nothing. I tend to Disagree, (That's just my take)...
I actually "DO" find Pleasure, Comfort and Solice in being able to inflict some level of pain equal to what I have recieved on those who have inflicted it on me...

I don't advocate Violence, but you need not use violence to inflict severe pain...This I know all too well.
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#35
7th April 2008, 19:49

Well that's a positive attitude to have. I'm off now, seeya.

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7th April 2008, 19:55
Lucy Lied Wrote:Well that's a positive attitude to have. I'm off now, seeya.

It serves me Wink
One persons trash is anothers Treasure....

Be Well....
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7th April 2008, 19:56

.........it's an interesting attitude I prefer to believe that these people and those that are like them have no honor and no pride (either that or their senses of such are very twisted) and that to strike back would be to lower myself to their shameful level thus I do not take my revenge even though it is tempting..............

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7th April 2008, 20:03
zebeianhero Wrote:.........it's an interesting attitude I prefer to believe that these people and those that are like them have no honor and no pride (either that or their senses of such are very twisted) and that to strike back would be to lower myself to their shameful level thus I do not take my revenge even though it is tempting..............

Nothing wrong with that.....
For me, I prefer to believe that I am by no means perfect, and I am not immune to things like that. I find it stressful to keep my feelings and emotions bottled up. So since I feel I am in fact twisted myself, I can rise or fall to almost any level a human is capable of. (Almost anyway). There are, I have found, ways to "Get Even" without sacrificing honor in the Process.

It's work, but anything I find worthwhile, I will work for....Wink
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7th April 2008, 20:08

hmmm.......I suppose there are someways that I haven't looked into nonetheless I wouldn't want those people to think that I still have any feelings for them (there are none left, even though the damage is done) by my acknowledging their actions..........

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7th April 2008, 20:19
zebeianhero Wrote:hmmm.......I suppose there are someways that I haven't looked into nonetheless I wouldn't want those people to think that I still have any feelings for them (there are none left, even though the damage is done) by my acknowledging their actions..........

By all means, if it works for your needs....
I wouldn't try to change your views....Just making conversation and setting out some of the alternatives I have found in dealing with the betrayls in my life Smile
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