7th April 2008, 19:45
zebeianhero Wrote:........well mebbe they sound common but being used and ridiculed by people you believed to be your friends is still painful.......especially when I actually trusted them and my family well i've never been able to look at them the same way after learning of their betrayal........who I am as person compared to who I was has completly changed and it's all because of these event's and more that I don't even want to start to get into just yet...........
Well not common but all the same not all that Uncommon. I know what you are saying, and have actually been there and done that, gone through a lot of it for the last 30 years......
I have found a very slim ground that allows me to balance between "Getting Even" and just outright Revenge......If I think long and hard about things, I find very comfortable areas that I can use...
People will tell you that Hurting someone that has hurt you in the past does no good and accomplishes nothing. I tend to Disagree, (That's just my take)...
I actually "DO" find Pleasure, Comfort and Solice in being able to inflict some level of pain equal to what I have recieved on those who have inflicted it on me...
I don't advocate Violence, but you need not use violence to inflict severe pain...This I know all too well.