Where to begin.

[Blackstabbath]

Hello well lets see what to say first.

My name is Craig and I live in West Virginia. I love to talk to random people about anything. (except politics cause I know nothing about it.)
Some things I do for a past time? Well Clearly you know what kind of website I'm on so that explains that. And I love to play video games, card games. board games. I hate cell phones but I understand why people want them, so clearly I don't have one. When i'm out from the house I don't want to be contacted in any sort. And since i live in WV even if I have a cell, I probably wouldn't have service. lol.

I play wow occasionally simply to talk to people on the moon guard server.

Some personal information about myself. I have just taken myself off a self inflicted rehab so to speak. I noticed the internet was ruining my life making me skip work , get fired. Cause me to lose friends. and turn into a massive pervert , not the funny kind but the "Haha is he gonna kill me?" kind. I noticed what was happening in the long run and got rid of the internet in all forms of my house and forced myself to go out and live my life. Make new friends and play some pool. Then I started to drink too much and almost died like 3 times in 1 week from alcohol poisoning, So now I got internet back hoping to balance myself out between irl and the web without falling back into past habits.

I've been sober for 2 months now and I plan to eventually start drinking when I feel like I can control myself on it. I was the type of person who would grab a liter of vodka and drink it in about 1 hour and then start drinking another liter till I blacked out.


So yeah . Hi.

[andromeda]

*waves* Hi there! Sounds like you're battling multiple demons- but you're working on setting some personal boundaries which is good. Best of luck to you and if you ever need a healthy slap-in-the-face when you feel yourself slipping, let me know! :157:

[Dave1]

Yay, some one else who knows how to give an introduction. It's a bit hard to manage how much living is too much and how much time you're wasting and so on. Just gotta go with the flow, but regardless of how much porn you want, gotta keep any engagements you have. Anyway, welcome to the site \o/

[Kagrin Dragoon]

Hi there.^^ I'm Kagrin, and nice to meet you. What card games do you play?

[vella]

Hi, Blacksabbath!

Quite a complex tightrope you are walking, here.

Don't take this the wrong way but I would rather not have you here and healthy than here and find you not being able to keep things in balance if you know what I mean. Be careful. Porn is ok and so is alcohol but... well you get what I mean, I hope.

[Blackstabbath]

@ kagrin : For card games I mostly love MTG, I tried to play yugioh and have some of the cards for it but i think it's an unbalanced system sometimes. I never got into pokemon too much.

@ Vella : I don't really masturbate. I like to read and tease myself, but that's about it. (i'm not saying it doesn't happen, after like 4 days i gotta do it big time) I've learned to balance myself out very well so far. When i feel myself slipping back into depression, I head outside and ride my horse down the road and talk to some of my friends. and i manage so far. I just feel like i cant connect with people irl . because i have to wear a false image of myself in WV . Theres not many bi or gay people, and the state is very racist. So I need the internet to be myself at times.

@ dave : Porn didn't cause me to lose my job and go nuts. An ex did. Porn is just fun. :19:

[Dave1]

lol I see, well, the past is the past.

[The Guardian]

Welcome!