Life's Discoveries, a new short novel

here is my new story... hope everyone likes it...

its my first time posting, so I will probably post a new chapter, maybe two every day or so... there are 10 chapters, and a short bonus chapter.

oh I nearly forgot, thank you Silent Sonata for your help and confidence building....

Life's Discoveries

by psy1123eu

Chapter One: Exploration

I ran into my room barely holding back tears, burying myself into my bed. How can life be this unfair? I just got home from shopping with my family, a horrific ordeal when you can never find clothes that fit. I didn’t let them see how upset I was, no need to make them worry about me, they catch me crying too often as it is, which is almost a daily occurrence.

My body is like something out of the circus and I hated it, why couldn’t I be normal? My proportions were all wrong: I’m 13 ½ years old, with a 4’11 body. So I’m short, and probably as tall as I’m going to get, based on my mom. My frame is like I never went through puberty, probably about 90 lbs before other factors are considered. My arms and legs are thin, but well-shaped. I have a faint six-pack, but my waist is pretty small, most tall guys could probably put their hands all the way around it.

For some reason, I had gotten a small pouch at the bottom of my stomach, I guess I need to watch what I eat. You would think that a girl my size would have no ass, no hips and A cup tits? On the contrary, my ass sticks way out, and I consider it my best feature,… if only I could show it off more (I’ll get back to that). Hips… no real complaint there either, at least I have some, I guess they match my frame. I'm pretty white, I wished I had spent more of the summer getting a good tan.

That leaves my tits. My bra size is 30G. Wrap your head around that. I have a kids chest with porn star boobs. I guess it’s because I’m still young, but they stick out more than lay down. Which makes them jiggle incessantly. Luckily I finally got a tailor-made bra that actually controls them, instead of letting them bounce around like fighting pigs. My mom had really small boobs, so I’m still kinda wondering where I got them from. The doctor says it’s a hormonal imbalance caused by my other problem.

Yeah, big problem. I can’t wait until I’m 18 and I can have it removed. The doctors say that removing my penis now is premature and I have to wait. I think that it finally quit growing in the last couple weeks, thankfully. It was only about an inch long until last Christmas, then it started growing. Fast. It completely grosses me out, and I can’t stand touching it. I still pee sitting down, and only touch it to wash it in the shower, or place it the right way in my underwear.

It’s only gotten hard a few times, but that’s enough for me. I usually just take a cold shower, or read a boring book until it goes away. Last week, out of curiosity, I decided to measure it… I wish I hadn’t. Withou