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There was a futa girl and he wants to be boy but he also wanna be girl and he has these freudian dreams

1) freud

2) identity/acceptance

3) mind and insanity and sex

4) medicine and normality

Hi I’m a futanari and my doctors say that they wanna cut my dick off but I don’t want to do that because well I know people do circumcisions and that’s part of their religious beliefs but I see that cutting my dick off part as mutilation and I’m a big nature fan, you know, like my favourite race in warcraft 3 is night elves because they care about the environment, so cutting my dick off seems like mutilations and unnatural. But according to medical textbooks I’m a deformity that’s why I hate medicine but only in this case, you see I’m an aspiring doctor and I love medicine because I get to help ppl and I reckon vaccines are the coolest thing ever because I read on wiki that before vaccines 1 in 7 babies died (how tragic).

(medicine and normality)

There's this really hot girl I wanna marry her name's Remi and the reason I wanna marry her is because she's quite nice for example I went to a party once and I was a loner and she saw me being a loner and started dancing with me. Now I'm my parents are Japanese and they got traditions which say you should marry for status and so I gotta tell them how rich Remi is as evinced by the sheer enormity of her parties and they got pissed off despite me saying Remi has lotsa status because their traditions also say that I shouldn't get a girlfriend until I finished uni (oops shoulda read the whole book first).

(relationship complications)

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